It was one of the most troubling e-mails I’ve gotten in
weeks.
In the back of my mind, though, I know it will be well worth it
later on, when I “gain” an extra hour in the Fall. I certainly won’t be
complaining then, as I receive those sixty precious minutes right out of thin
air for free! Isn’t that an awesome
feeling? Free hour, no strings attached!
Except it’s not free. And it’s not an extra hour. It’s exactly the same hour we set aside in the Spring.
We know it works that way, but we're still stupid about it. I remember some mornings in high school and college,
as my alarm started blaring and I lay there in that mostly-unconscious state,
trying to scheme a way to create
another fifteen minutes to sleep without running fifteen minutes late. There
were times I thought I was on to something, but when I woke up for real, it
became all too clear that time is and always will be a fixed commodity.
It’s like with taxes. I’m just about at the point in the
year where I stop putting off the task of gathering together all of our tax
documents and actually just do it. It’s such a hassle that I often wait until
the deadline starts to loom. But that didn’t used to be the case years ago. I
used to love tax time ten or fifteen years ago. Why? Because I got a big check from Uncle
Sam. Free money! I mean, I knew it was my money anyway and I just had too much
coming out of my check each week, but it felt awesome to suddenly have a big
sum in hand. Then one year, all at once, it dawned on me that I was giving the
government a large, interest-free loan every year, instead of earning interest
on that money myself—just to feel that little rush of getting something for
nothing (when really, it was mine all along).
This zero-sum idea (i.e., to have a bigger piece of the pie
over here, you must have a smaller piece over there) really permeates our
culture. Back when I used to see television commercials (before Netflix and
Amazon mercifully removed them from my world), I remember the big feuds between
mega-corporations: MCI and AT&T taking shots at each other, Coke and Pepsi,
McDonalds and Burger King, all fighting for a limited number of potential
customers. Just like an extra hour in November means an hour lost in March, so
one new Big Mac devotee means one fewer Whopper enthusiast—or so the thinking
goes.
But we need to be careful with that in the church. The very
same day I got that horrible e-mail about that horrible thing with the clocks,
I went to a pastors’ gathering, where about
twenty of us prayed together for each other, for each other’s churches, and for
the spread of the Gospel in our community. Pastor Kevin DeYoung specifically prayed, “Lord, save us from the kind of thinking
that assumes one church must shrink for another to grow. Help us to be
Kingdom-minded and remind us that there are so many people in our communities
who don’t know You that all of our churches could never fit them all.”
In my mind, I immediately connected this with the chapter
I’d been reading, re-reading, and translating for the past few weeks: I
Corinthians 1. In that chapter we realize
that, while Paul addresses his letter to “The Church in Corinth,” there were actually a
number of different gatherings taking place each week (after all, most houses wouldn’t
accommodate more than about fifty people, and the church was meeting in
people’s homes). Add to that the fact that some believers had been baptized by
prominent Christians and multiply by our human desire to divide and do battle with
each other and “The Church” in Corinth had become a rather fragmented body. And,
as Jesus reminded us, a house divided against itself cannot stand.
Today, I met with another group of ministers—this time to
plan our inter-denominational community services for Holy Week. As such gatherings always do, it reminded me anew that,
when we put aside our natural and cultural compulsion to grow our market share
by shrinking someone else’s, we (the Church)
are truly at our best in showing the love of Christ to a world that is broken
and lost and in desperate need of the Gospel.
So often, we try to use the cold hard math of human
limitation when dealing with the Infinite God of the universe—the One who
stepped out onto nothing with a handful of nothing and threw it at nothing and
called forth everything. We forget
that, with no effort at all, he can make an extra hour (Joshua 10) or extra
money (I Kings 17) or anything without taking away from someone/somewhere
else. He’s the only one who can do this and he happens to be the one who has
promised to meet all of our needs.
As followers of Jesus, let us not try and confine him with
our human limitations and our zero-sum mentality. Instead, let us glorify his
name and proclaim his Gospel and show the world his love and know that he is
limited by nothing at all and all of his promises in Christ are Yes and Amen.
Great reminder, thanks Zach. I was just reading 1 Corinthians 1-4 this morning - SUCH good reminders for pastors and ministers in there. Like a slap in the face time and time again that God doesn't need us, but we have the privilege of serving, so HE gets the glory, not us. Easy to read, very hard to apply, especially in this weird world of wanting to be an author, blogger, & pastor that I'm trying to figure out. A reminder God keeps giving me:
ReplyDeleteI don't need you.
I'm not in a hurry.
Thanks for the reminder and thanks for being honest about this journey we are on as ministers of the Gospel.